So it was really start and then a fizz after all, and as I see blogging can be in many ways be your diary, if you do want to spill the beans all over :)
So As I termed this post as "Life", which is quite unfair in itself, as somethings can be written or defined ,LIFE can only be experienced.
So if try to coined down all the elements what these magical letters made of, I am sure I ought to miss those which are long forgotten from my RAM or are yet to be written on it..
Let me have a shot it and see how much I can.
One thing is quite clear life is not about where you want to be (i.e. aim/goal) its the journey you traverse through all these years experiences the colours of life, which make you look bright, dull and sometime you discover your own color to match with.
We are born, there is all brightness around and this the color of joy, you or me brings mostly!!
(Its hard for me not to mention that there are few which are dealt with a dull shade first on, that how the journey begins for them)
I try to learn what is there in my surrounding, and the world to me looks a big classroom and where I have subjects which are not named and very next person becomes the teacher.
I have this feeling how and why always hovering around my thoughts until I am distracted in interest which takes my attention away.This is the puzzled color life which shows there is so much to know and when I will have answers for how , why ?
As few question get answered the scope keeps on expanding , and hunger to learn is on.
But then comes deviation and liking to particular interest/trade , and you feel this what I should be a master at and you pursue further, but still those elements are there in your curriculum which you need to pay attention and excel in those and hence this you forcefully have to know how and why ? and this color gives you light with a dispersed beam , hence all looks hazy and the tunnel looks hazy and foggy.
Somehow you come out of the tunnel and find your self world has the focus on you and hazy beam landed in you a spot where you are on center stage and you have to perform and there is no way back.
You show your confidence and come out of lime light to be fulled with joy , but with a thought in your mind , should I have performed on the same stage and in front of these correct set of audience, this thought is overridden with the joyful feeling of acceptance , appreciation and acknowledgment and you feel the colors of joy.
Its not that this colors of joy come free of cost , every body pays there own fees to come out of the stage.
And now you reach a point where you look back and say what the heck... I just grew that old and think what you have achieved and some how mismatches with the aim you had set before entering the hazy tunnel.
That's the loaded color of self expectation and ambition, which either drives or drowns you , the way you take it.
And if you have finally achieved the aim you seem to have been lost. What's up now..
Bring up another how and why ,and what now? , may be yes!!, That's the spirit
Thats where you look back and check your traversed journey called life , with its colors.
You had your emotions, experiences , in this journey and which form yours memories.
Keep on having aim and keep on achieving/missing those else how are you going to LIVE THE LIFE
And while writing this beautiful songs come on Pandora , ZINDAGI aur kuch bhi nahi teri meri kahani hai, aptly end this journey here.
